Just Give It a Try

The Whitaker family lived in a concrete block of flats on the outskirts of Manchester. The father, James, had been laid off from the factory and now worked as a lorry driver, spending months away on long hauls. His wife, Margaret, juggled two jobscashier by day, office cleaner by night.

Their eldest daughter, 22-year-old Emily, was the familys pride. Mature beyond her years, shed enrolled in a local college to study accounting, eager to start earning and support her parents. Every sacrifice they made had one goal: to send their youngest, Tommy, to university. Hed shown a talent for maths in primary school, and they pinned their hopes on himtheir ticket to a better life.

After classes, Emily worked part-time for a local businessman, but late at night, when the flat fell quiet, shed open her battered second-hand laptop and write. Tender, wistful stories about people who dreamed, loved, and searched for their place in the world. It was her escape from the grind.

One day, her school friendher only loyal readerpersuaded her to submit a story to a writing competition. To her shock, Emily won first prize: a small sum of money and an internship at a newspaper in London.

She decided to tell her parents at dinner, while Tommy was upstairs doing homework.

«Mum, Dad,» she began, pushing her plate of spaghetti aside. «Ive been offered an internship. At the *Chronicle*. Its a month-long. It could be my chance.»

«What *Chronicle*?» James frowned, rubbing his tired face. «Youve got a steady job at Mr. Thompsons firm.»

«This is different. Ive been writing stories. And someone noticed.»

Margaret stopped washing dishes. She turned to Emily, wiping her hands on her apron.

«Stories? When did you find the time? You need restyouve got work! And Tommy needs help with his maths!»

«I know. But this is *my* chance!» Emilys voice wavered. «To do something I love. At least let me try!»

«Love?» James stood, his shadow falling over her. «Wholl put food on the table, then? You think I drive this lorry for fun? You think your mum scrubs floors for *love*? No! Its duty! And youre chasing daydreams while Tommys futures at stake!»

«Its not a daydream!» Emily shot to her feet. «Why can Tommy dream of Oxford while I cant dream of writing?»

«Because hes the *son*! Hell provide! Your job is to marry well, not embarrass us! Scribbling fairy tales instead of finding a husband!»

The words stung worse than any slap. Emily took a step back, staring at their weary, bitter faces. They didnt see *her*just a helper, a prop for Tommy. Arguing was pointless.

«Fine,» she whispered. «Fine.»

The next morning, she left almost all her prize money on the kitchen table with a note: *For Tommys tutors*. Her rucksack held only her laptop, spare clothes, and printed stories.

The internship was unpaidthe papers way of scouting new talent. Writing assigned articles was nothing like crafting her own tales. Journalism, she learned, was less inspiration and more deadlines. But Emily loved it: the buzz of the newsroom, meeting people, seeing life from new angles.

London was expensive. She rented a bunk in a hostel near work and waitressed night shifts. Days were interviews, edits, rewrites; nights were spilled drinks and aching feet. She survived on tea and stale sandwiches, always exhausted.

One night, Margaret called, voice ragged.

«Em Your dads in hospital. His heart. He collapsed at work. Hes beenworrying about you. Are you even eating properly?»

Emily eyed her dried-out sandwich. Guilt and self-pity tightened her chest.

«Im fine, Mum,» she lied. «Hows Tommy?»

«Struggling. Misses you. His grades are slippingI cant help him»

«Hell manage. Send him my love. And Dad tell him Ill visit soon.»

She didnt. Instead, she sent half her meagre wages home, keeping just enough to scrape by. It was hard, but for the first time, she was *free*. Ideas buzzed in her head, and she wrote late into the night. When a youth magazine published one of her stories, she stood at a newsstand, crying over her name in print.

Six months later, the *Chronicle* hired her. She moved into a tiny bedsit with a leaky ceilingand felt like the luckiest person alive.

Then Tommy showed up. Taller, grimmer.

«Sis,» he said, not stepping inside. «Im not going to uni.»

Emily froze.

«What? But you»

«Culinary college. To be a chef. Mum and Dad are furious. Theyre crushed.» His voice was bitter. «Know why? Because I *hate* maths. Always wanted to cook. But I was too scared to say it till you left.»

He walked away. And in that moment, Emily understood: her escape hadnt just saved *her*. It gave Tommy the courage to break free too.

***

A year later, a letter arrived from James. Pencil on lined paper.

*»Lass. Mum says youre in the papers now. Saw your name in a pub mag on a haul. Told the ladsThats my girl. They didnt believe me. Stay strong. Miss you. Dad.»*

Emily read it a dozen times. It wasnt forgiveness. It was acknowledgment. Proof she existed, that her voice mattered.

She stepped onto her bedsits draughty balcony. Rain fell. The roof leaked, neighbours argued, but as she gazed over Londons wet rooftops, she knew: this life, with all its struggles and guilt, was *hers*. No longer just a prop, a functionshe was Emily. A writer. The author of her own story. And that was worth every hardship.

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