Just Give It a Try

The Barlow family lived in a concrete high-rise on the outskirts of Sheffield. The father, Thomas, had been laid off from the steel mill and now drove lorries, spending months on the road. His wife, Margaret, worked two jobscashier by day, office cleaner by night.

Their eldest daughter, 22-year-old Emily, was the familys pride. Mature beyond her years, shed enrolled in a local college for bookkeeping right after school, eager to earn and support her parents. Every sacrifice revolved around one goalgetting her younger brother, Alfie, into university. A maths prodigy in primary school, he was their family project, their only hope for a better life.

After classes, Emily worked part-time for a small business owner, and late at night, when the flat fell silent, she opened her second-hand laptop. She wrote storiestender, bittersweet tales of people dreaming, loving, and finding their place in the world. It was her escape from monotony and exhaustion.

One day, her childhood friendher sole devoted readerconvinced her to submit a story to a writing contest. To her shock, Emily won first prize: a small cash reward and an internship at a newspaper in Manchester.

She waited until dinner to tell her parents, while Alfie did homework in his room.

Mum, Dad, she began, pushing aside her plate of spaghetti. Ive been invited. By the *Manchester Herald*. A months internship. Its a real chance.

What *Herald*? Thomas rubbed his tired face. Youve got steady work at Mr. Thompsons firm. Reliable pay.

This isnt about that. Ive been writing stories. And someone noticed.

Margaret stopped washing dishes. She turned, drying her hands on her apron.

Stories? Emily, when did you even have time? You need sleep, youve got a job! And Alfie needs help with his algebra!

I know. But this is *my* chance! Her voice wavered. To do something I love! Just to try!

*Love*? Thomas stood, his shadow looming over her. Wholl put food on the table, eh? You think I drive this lorry for fun? You think your mum scrubs floors for joy? No! Its duty! And youre chasing dreams while Alfies future hangs in the balance? Not another word until hes at uni.

Why does Alfie get to dream of Oxford, she shouted, leaping up, but I cant dream of writing?

Because *hes* the one wholl provide! Thomas snapped. Your job is to marry well, not shame us! Scribbling fairy tales instead of finding a decent bloke!

The words cut deeper than any slap. Emily stepped back, staring at their weary, hardened faces. They didnt see *her*just a caretaker for Alfies future. Arguing was pointless.

Fine, she whispered.

The next morning, she left almost all her prize money on the kitchen table with a note: *For Alfies tutors*. Her rucksack held her laptop, spare clothes, and printed stories.

The internship was unpaidthe papers way of scouting new writers. Covering local events was nothing like crafting her own tales; journalism was less inspiration, more grind. But Emily loved itthe buzz of the newsroom, meeting strangers, seeing life from new angles.

Manchester was expensive. She shared a cramped hostel, waitressing nights to scrape by. Days were interviews and edits; nights were greasy plates and aching feet. She survived on tea and toast, permanently exhausted.

One night, Margaret called, voice ragged.

Em Dads in hospital. His heart. He collapsed at work. Hes been fretting over you. Are you even eating?

Emily eyed her stale sandwich, guilt twisting her stomach.

Im fine, Mum. Hows Alfie?

Lost without you. Grades slipping. I cant help him

Hell manage, she lied. Tell Dad Ill visit soon.

She didnt. Instead, she sent half her meagre wages home, keeping just enough to survive. It was hardbut for the first time, she was free. New story ideas bloomed nightly. When a youth magazine published one, payment was pennies, but seeing her name in print made her cry at the newsstand.

Six months later, the paper hired her full-time. She rented a tiny bedsit with a leaky ceiling and felt richer than royalty.

Then Alfie showed up, taller and sullen.

Em, he said, not stepping inside. Im not going to uni.

She froze.

What? But you

Culinary college. To be a chef. Mum and Dad are furious. Their golden boy failed them. His bitter laugh stung. Know why? I *hate* maths. Always wanted to cook. But I was too scared to say it till you left.

He walked away. In that moment, Emily understoodher escape hadnt just saved her. It gave Alfie the courage to break free too.

***

A year later, a letter arrived from Thomas. Pencil on lined paper, just two lines:

*Lass. Mum says youre in the papers now. Saw your byline in a mag at a motorway café. Told the lads youre mine. They didnt believe it. Stay strong. Miss you. Dad.*

Emily read it a dozen times. Not forgivenessbut acknowledgment. Proof she existed, that her voice mattered.

She stepped onto her damp balcony. Rain fell, neighbours bickered, but as she gazed at Manchesters glistening rooftops, she knewthis life, with all its struggles, was *hers*. No longer just a prop in someone elses story, she was Emily. Writer. Author of her own fate. And that was worth every sacrifice.

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