Just Give It a Try

The Barlow family lived in a cramped council flat on the outskirts of Sheffield. The father, David, had been laid off from the factory and now drove lorries, spending months away on the road. Their mum, Linda, worked two jobscashier by day, office cleaner by night.

Their eldest daughter, 22-year-old Emily, was the familys pride. Mature beyond her years, shed gone straight from school to an accounting course at the local college, eager to start earning and help out. Everything they did revolved around one goalgetting her younger brother, Tommy, through university. Hed shown a knack for maths in primary school, and to them, he was their ticket upward, their «family project.»

After college, Emily did part-time bookkeeping for a local businessman, but at night, when the flat went quiet, shed crack open her battered secondhand laptop and write. Gentle, aching stories about people dreaming, loving, searching for their place in the world. It was her escape from the grind.

Then her old school friendher only loyal readerconvinced her to enter a writing competition. To her shock, Emily won first prize: a small cash award and an internship at a newspaper in Manchester.

She waited until dinner to tell her parents, when Tommy was shut in his room doing homework.

«Mum, Dad,» she started, pushing her plate of spaghetti aside. «I got an offer. From the *Manchester Chronicle*. A months internship. Its a real chance.»

«What *Chronicle*?» David frowned, rubbing his tired face. «Youve got steady work at Mr. Harrisons firm. Good wages.»

«This is different. Ive been writing stories. Someone noticed.»

Linda stopped washing up. Turned, drying her hands on her apron.

«Stories? Emily, when did you even have time? You need sleepyouve got a job! And Tommys struggling with his maths!»

«I know. But this is *my* chance!» Her voice wavered. «To do something I love! Just to try!»

«Love?» David stood, his shadow falling over her. «Whos meant to feed this family, then? You think Im stuck in that lorry for fun? You think your mum scrubs floors for the thrill of it? No! Its duty! And here you are, chasing dreams while Tommys still in school. Not another word about this nonsense.»

«Its *not* nonsense!» Emily shouted, jumping up. «Why does Tommy get to dream of Oxford, but I cant even want a job at a paper?»

«Because *hes* the one wholl provide someday!» her dad snapped. «Your job is to marry well and not shame us! Sitting here scribbling fairy tales instead of finding a decent bloke!»

That stung worst of all. She stepped back, staring at their tired, bitter faces. To them, she wasnt her own personjust help for them, support for Tommy. Arguing was pointless.

«Fine,» she whispered. «Fine.»

Next morning, she left almost all her prize money on the kitchen table with a note: *For Tommys tutors*. She walked out with just a rucksackher laptop, a change of clothes, and printed copies of her stories.

The internship wasnt paidthe paper was scouting new writers. Writing assigned articles was nothing like crafting her own tales. Journalism wasnt the creative paradise shed imagined, just another factory line. But she loved it: the people, the buzz, seeing life from new angles.

Manchester was expensive. Emily bunked in a hostel near work and picked up night shifts waitressing. Days were interviews and edits, nights were wiping tables. She lived on snatched sleep and stale sandwiches.

Then her mum called one night, voice ragged.

«Em Dads in hospital. His heart. Stress, they said. Hehes been so worried about you. Are you even eating properly there?»

Emily glanced at her dinnera dried-out sandwich. Her chest tightened with guilt and self-pity.

«Im fine, Mum,» she lied. «Hows Tommy?»

«Misses you. Grades slipping. I cant even help him now»

«Hell manage. Tell him I say hi. And Dad tell him Ill visit soon.»

She didnt. Instead, she sent half her pitiful wages home, keeping just enough to survive. It was hard, but for the first time, she was free. New stories spun in her head, and she wrote nearly every night. One got picked up by a literary magazine. They paid peanuts, but when Emily saw her name in print, she cried right there by the newsstand.

Six months later, the paper hired her full-time. She rented a tiny room in a leaky shared flat and felt like the luckiest person alive.

Then Tommy showed up at her door. Taller, grimmer.

«Sis,» he said, not stepping inside. «Im not going to uni.»

Emily froze.

«What? But you»

«College. Chef training. Mum and Dad are losing it. Their golden boys quit.» His voice was bitter. «Know why? Because I *hate* maths. Always wanted to cook. But I was too scared to say it till you left.»

He walked off. Right then, Emily realised her escape hadnt just saved herit gave Tommy the courage to break free too.

***

A year later, a letter came from her dad. Pencil on lined paper, short and blunt.

*Lass. Mum says youre in the papers now. Saw your name in some magazine at a motorway café. Told the lads you were mine. They didnt believe me. Stay strong. Miss you. Dad*

Emily read it a dozen times. It wasnt forgiveness. It was acknowledgment. Proof she existed, that her voice mattered.

She stepped onto her damp balcony. Rain fell. The roof leaked. Neighbours argued. But as she watched the wet rooftops of her new city, she knewthis life, with all its struggles and guilt, was *hers*. No longer just «support,» just «function.» She was Emily. Writer of stories. Author of her own life. And that was everything.

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